Day 935: Life out of hand!

What do you do with a life that’s given, when the way of the world is a corrupt frame of mind, where adaption is the adoption of immoral behavior, because the reality outside our own is unforgiving, and for the unfortunate it’s only fortunate if you hand over your sovereignty, when most never realized we have reign over ourselves, and the hypocrisy that’s possibly the biggest elephant in the room, creating an unwillingness to see how one’s life can be pulled out of hand?

With a bandstand of pathways one can become overwhelmed, when realizing the path we’ve chosen was more so to get by, it was the one of least resistance often praised by those in power, and pushed for us to not realizing the power we have, individually, where true power resides within the point of creation, (that’s taking what we know to bring out the best of ourselves) equalizing our-self with all that Life has to offer, that takes fiddling through our deeds to get to where we would like to be.

Consider the stamps of approval we’ve place on our wants/need and desires, without realizing the effect it would have on our life’s path, unknowingly (that’s ‘knowing’ with a hint of possibility) mistaking straight forwardness as being the truth, instead of actualizing our incentives with the probabilities of failure, that would curtail our proposed movement into a calculated way forward, we accept the idea of success that has a blinding effect, on the process we must walk to keep life in our own hands.

Being that our future is just a thought away from forgetting, why not attach ourselves to the repetition that every Present moment brings, strings of awareness that can be used as bird crumb for correction, when transitioning into a direction that’s best for all life, from laying on your back, to turning over and crawling, to standing up and stabilizing, to walking and then running, the basic process in blueprint when moving into something, is the same when entering into this Life from the womb.

Cohabitation is the collaboration of molecules, amalgamating in harmony instead of agony of ideas, meanwhile; while no one is above another we’ve used spite to ladder our way up, designed by the level of influence one could have on another’s “Soul”. Simply put in order for one to have more someone has to have less, that unevenly balance out the success of a few, I mean who wouldn’t want to be in the boat of a few, better yet create our own few to feel a semblance of power. And over time the life we lead becomes out of hand, for losing sight on the things we’ve done that was way out of hand, where because the hand we were dealt was uneven at best, assume the best we can do is deal it to someone else.

Mind you – Growing up in certain environments hardwires you to failure making it nearly impossible to reach responsible success, unless success for you is the complacency of working to live life then leave, then so be it, some were designed to live as UCP’s, and for others who don’t need control when standing grounded in life’s path, sometime the path we’ve chosen only last for a period of time, [Note to Self ] it’s time for me to do something else, in order to capitalize on my creation point moving towards into my utmost potential. Therefore;

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept the narratives of different life paths, where although I gained different levels of experiences, limited myself in many ways, from thinking my capacity for greatness would only go so high, to letting my intentions dominate common sense reasoning, never completing many things I started, it was as if I was in competition with my own thoughts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have let my thoughts dominate my life, my capability to live life to the fullest, by trying to create a plan in the midst of things going south, instead of looking at all angle/outcomes before accepting and agreeing with things.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to agree on things with myself first, without letting doubt circumvent my understanding on which direction to take, so every time took the path laced with the least resistance, and couldn’t resist resisting the path that challenged me the most.

Where, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within it all, let the lives I’ve lead get out of hand, each time to the point of having to move a step backward to see a way forward, not to say there wasn’t a seeing and understanding of certain progress that I’ve made, also because the process I’m walking has guided me to the point of recalibration, where as the saying goes, “If the shoe no longer fits, it’s time to step into something New that does”, as some opportunities are sensitive and needs ones undivided attention, to better serve Self in the ultimate goal of supporting others, by way of giving myself the space to see the direction that best suits my utmost potential = Life back in hand!

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Day 934: A Mind Controlling Perspective

With suggestive content, we often times embody the content in which was suggested, creating new personalities we wouldn’t otherwise consider, if outside stimulation wasn’t such a social defining point, where it has become a thing to “Change with the times” or risk being ostracized as out of touch/old or dumb, thing is we lose sight on how this is destructive to our reality, for being captivated a contained in a simulation of mind control, It’s the same control that suggest to you that you need new clothes or that something obscene is normal when it’s borderline insanity, but because everywhere we go we see the same suggestions, we become numb to the idea that this will affect all of us.

Like how do you actually know that you agree with something when seeing it for the first time, without analyzing what you’re seeing through the suggestive programing you were already stimulated with, through conversations, messages, social media and television etc. that gives you an indication of what you think something is? Where in real time the “know it all” within us accept it as something we think we know, not realizing that it’s a smoke screen from being inducted into mind-control, I mean what better way to have someone believe in something, than to suggest to them that they discovered it before realizing it was pulsated into them.

So the unaccepted that was unacceptable is now accepted through forced acceptance, slipped into advertisement and entertainment for human consumption, which has become our manifesto for a normal conversation, constructed through gossip of how someone just doesn’t “Get it”. And so begins the difference between being mind-controlled and brainwashed, where things’ being pulsated is a mind-controlling technique, but the more we push the narrative shows our level of brainwashing, to bamboozle the unaware into our spell of mind-control.

Now the most profound output of mind-control is fear, where the person pulsating the mind-control is actually in fear themselves, but have just enough power to coerce others to believe in a looming narrative, plus a ‘Bullhorn’ to broadcast it onto an accepting population, and here the priming is done through graphic imagery selection, then immediately after showcase a happy/positive message, rinse and repeat as many times as possible, so when the narrative is then implemented we say I knew that was going to happen, not realizing that the shock and awe was nullified through the graphic imagery selection, so now when seeing the horror it more digestible to accept, until this acceptance comes back and smacks us in the face, but by that time it’s too late to try stopping what we accepted.

It’s mind-controlling to think we are such free thinkers, without knowing where your thoughts actually comes from, as the engine that generates the mind-consciousness system, and still then we think we are getting our way, even those that wants to control what you say/see/act on and feel, are following a divisive plan that would keep them from seeing the truth about Life – the how to become equal to and one with Life, believing that the idea of reality is to be controlled by the system.

Could be why most wants to live forever, that shows how their minds is being controlled by fear, I mean what is it really that the worst of reality is showing us, but the level of incompetence we’ve limited ourselves within, it’s like forcing to fight our way out the bottom of a wet paper bag, when all we have to do is turn around and walk up out of it, as there will be a time we will all come together, but only when correcting the idea of controlling the mind, because have you ever considered the point of directing your own mind, that’s as easy as watching what comes up and correcting our own experiences, by experiences meaning our reactions and interactions in our relationship, that best fits when consider every human-being as equals.

But first to realize, with plausible acceptance we’ve authorized others to take control of our minds, through the belief that things will change for the better if we just suck it up for a while, not realizing that that while’ would become days/months/years and even decades, to experiencing a generation of hardship that we now know didn’t have to happen, so being that it’s our responsibility to correct what we let happen, have a look how we love to control the things and people around us, instead of showing/sharing and talking about the equality in us all, we’ve submitted to the feeling of dominance with followers to boot.

And it’s true that we can salute a solution that doesn’t require abuse, as abuse is something we’ve allowed ourselves to go through being divided, the mind-controlling perspective that we should divide and abide is just to hide the power we have as a collective when coming together.

Therefore, to investigate before accepting what we see by asking “Why”, and do I really agree with what I’m see in my mind, can I touch what’s coming up that would support the best of another, and if not I should lose the idea that this is for my betterment. That way I stand corrected and able to give a common-sense perspective, when approached with a narrative that doesn’t seem to make sense, no longer with I bury my head in the sand or remain neutral, as this would only exacerbate the erosion of human life.

Thanks for reading.

Day 933: Un-Cancellable

When given platforms that interprets how we connect with the world, then connect how we do with/to the world = should not be up for interpretation, but purposefully place to exacerbate the idea that we’re losing something, when really we aren’t, but as we build up a “congregation” of followers, we lose sight of our initial starting point that’s festive with self-preservation, social alliance and cultural awareness, to see more, learn more in order to bring societies together in jubilee, celebrating Life/Humanity in all its unique fascists and ways, where with seamless interconnectivity for each common man and woman’s self-expansion, growth and development, we’re able to create the possibility for real human evolution in real time, in our lifetime given through the internet believe it or not, but as with all things, gravity always seem to pull us back into the negative/dark side of human nature, because for so long our only way of living has been to scratch and survive, which is actually the disguise for separate and divide.

In a hive mind of things the idea is to protect the Queen, meaning the generator of the narrative for those of us who’ve allowed ourselves to be stripped from our identity, patent over time within the last few generations of separation, told that your parents are at fault for you losing your way – that you’re lost and hopeless, powerless and weak, and no one understand you because you’re a different breed, then fed money for pushing propaganda lies, that is; to denounce your family as enemies, but keep you enemies close, then once you’ve lost your will to stand up for yourself, you’re given an invitation to join the ranks of the self-righteous, by way of meddling with the very fabric make up of your existence, to become a tool to be used in the dumbing down of society.

And since we’re so ripe for manipulation and deceit we easily fall in line with the sheep herd mentality, praising God for greed that seeds our misfortunes, because caution is not a part of such an exhaustive way of living, that’s why every time you see someone who’ve made it to the “Top”, They say; “First off I’d like to thank God for bestowing upon me this honor”, And then comes the Sheepherder that has corralled our independence, into being dependent on handouts from those in charge, where the unspoken agreement last for as long as you can stomach the nonsense, but beyond that if you speak up you might get cancelled, where it’s no suspense about knowing what we’ve gotten ourselves into, but still choose to cry out loud from being dropped from a platform.

It’s like a bad form of indoctrination to believe you can be cancelled while still breathing, not seeing how where there is a beginning there’s always an ending, but resting on the longevity of something the only feeds the mind, goes outside the scope of standing equal to and one with life, as if your only purpose is to be pushed around and tampered with, physically through modifications for being seen as subhuman, that’s why blood infusions (for some) is needed for all the shit that’s put in our bodies, but still then life shows itself to be un-cancellable.

What’s the chances that when going back to before information was at our fingertips, that the wake up wouldn’t be more significant than the self-placement of separation that we experience in the deterioration of human society today? It’s just so happened that human-being are attracted to gadgets for passive entertainment, which shouldn’t really be a problem, but when investing the soul of your emotion while slowly encroaching on the systematic destruction of an entire generation of up comers, one must have look at the simple things like the human ability to wake up in the morning and breathe unassisted = (Self-Preservation), which makes the problem then – our relationships to/towards people, places and things in our worlds and everyday living (THAT WE’VE ALLOWED), not to say that you shouldn’t decide or define your own investigation for yourself, but pointing out problems that has existed long before we “appeared”, shouldn’t be the starting point for investigation, that why it’s imperative that we starts internally with ourselves first.

Meaning jumping on the bandwagon of things we see wrong is actually a point of blame that we too are responsible for, that shouldn’t stop one from getting the truth out, but should also come with the point of responsibility taken and a solution we see best, that way the conversation becomes meaningful that could mean a lot to most, as most of us have been asleep and still need to wipe the blur out of our eyes, before having a clear view on the state of our nation today.

Because with blame comes the possibility of being cancelled from sharing, as the willingness to share starts with our own experiences, then how we view our environments/societies effect on our experience, and so, the what we are willing to do collectively to correct these things for the betterment of humanity as a whole – to make sure our words are coming from a place of embracing our own self-acceptances and allowances, that could be inviting for others to do the same, as the concept of shaming another always backfire on those who are really IN shame themselves.

Thanks for reading.

Day 932: Responding to Responsibility

Who am I in the moment of tough times? The self-questioning that brings a reckoning perspective in the moment of doubt and uncertainty, where it emerges when realizing I shouldn’t have put on hold my basic responsibilities, that in the long run puts on hold the life we intend to lead, live in a responsible way, irrespective of the challenges we face, that would not be such a challenge if one would respond to responsibility promptly, precisely in the moment things should be done not after a distractive break, i.e. thinking about doing something instead of acting on it when needed.

Being emotional creates mood swings that swings us from being in an in the moment actionable stance, to a lethargic defensive posture, defending our “lack” of will power, brought to you courtesy of bad news (and things), that things are seemingly not going our way, so my responsibilities can wait, just to sluggishly push through it later on in times other things need to be done, so end up one step behind in our day, to a year playing catch up that leads to a life time full of miss takes and missed opportunities, then say there isn’t enough time in my day to do everything I need to, but really our response time to responsibility has been impeded upon by our attachment to distractions.

Like oh how easy it is to leave the dishes in the sink, then think let me take it easy for a moment and think about what to do next, where in that moment of thinking resistance sets in towards simply finishing up what we just broke away from, and because the next thing may seem so exciting to us, we’d rather jump right into it, pushing passed what’s before us, and in doing so could lose 15 minute of on potential down time (valuable time) later on for having to finish what we left open ended earlier, but being that the mind only presents the body with the illusion of being tired, we exacerbate it by thinking ourselves into a slump, and then comes the race to clean up if guest were to surface, and the concept of “Calling First” so I can present myself as self-perfected comes in.

Now times that times 50 years of letting things slip by and you have the blindness of what’s currently going on in society today, where because we’ve gotten too lazy to pay attention to our responsibilities, slowly we’ve allowed our freedoms to be stripped away, and our children trained by those with identity crisis that lies to your face about the agenda taking place, while in your face telling/showing you exactly what they’re doing to you, but all we see is a pretty face and a suit, and because it’s been drilled in our heads that a suit doesn’t lie, we’ve fallen for “Sick” individuals telling us how to live our life, never once remembering our human responsibility here on earth, is to protect and defend life on and within it as the guardians of earth.

There’s no end to responding to responsibility, even if you’ve sorted out everything in your life, with no problems or conflict and all the money you need, responsibility doesn’t just disappears and you’re free to do as you please, I mean please, some would say there’s levels to this shit, where the more money you get the more responsibility you have, not only towards your family and those in your circle who obviously comes first, but then your community and also this world that’s coerced.

Because everything we do “Here” is for the children of the future, and not only for you so stop thinking what we do won’t have an effect on them, which starts with the education about those who wish to separate and divide us, and the power we the people have to control our own destiny, that’s ‘Desteni’ for those ready to learn who we really are, if you’re Par for the course and chose to walk a more specific process, going from consciousness to awareness, oneness and equality and true fairness, we as humanity in a nutshell is responsible for that.

The point as responding is more than sitting back and doing nothing, I mean if you want change ask yourself what does change means to you, then talk about it with others in your world to get their perspective, to taking notice of the probable similarities in what they say and you think, this could then create a stronger bond for more humans standing up, like double the pleasure, it’s double the responsibility taken for having a broader view on life, all because we’ve invited into our circle of understand the perspective of our fellow man, that could open the door for getting things done so all life on earth can be truly free.

Where in the end there would be no regrets, as regret only exists in the mind as a holding position of resistance to stop one from responding promptly to responsibility, but because we’ve gotten up, stood up and made the statement “From Here No Further…”, undeniable change is no longer pending but in the process of taking place. Therefore the correction would be;

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to as a collective keep ‘change’ in a pending status for failing to respond to responsibility promptly, not realizing the I am part of the problem that has allowed this world to exist the way it does today, through my inactions and attachment to distractions mostly the things coming up in my mind, I/we’ve accepted and allowed our awareness of Equality to be suppressed and let separation and division arise, claiming it to be no fault of my own, while now facing the consequences for abdicating our responsibility – that I now see by changing my attention to retail to attention to detail I’m able to step into my responsibility toward my Self, then those in my circle, humanity and so life as a whole, to in the end be able to show how coming together really works.

This is NOT to say one has to go into a “Holier Than Thou” stance or any religious ideology bullshit, but a recognition and realization that we are all human being living here on this one planet, that needs to plan for a “bright future” and potential elevation for the Human race, so that we create an enjoyable space/place for all life to come to/live and flourish. Again we are responsible for that!

Thanks for reading.

Day 931: The Illusion of Panic

Being at wit’s end is just a holding point for pending correction, except when this end becomes your means to express frantic behavior, panting yourself into a manic depression, that shortens the length of one’s breath into manipulated spurts for air, interrupting the blood flowing freely through the body unrestricted, assisting the mind to stop the body from functioning correctly, all because of the idea of losing your self-interest, for putting ourselves in a precarious position. Built up in a matter of seconds to minutes is usually how long it takes, to go from stability to wavering hoping that you won’t faint, where if you stand up too quick the dizziness will cause you to black out, that why it’s important to breathe in – before such worst cases occur.

Could it be that one of the main reasons why one’s vision becomes blurry, is the rhetorical self-question ”What am I going to do now”, especially when all resources have been depleted and you’re faced with looking at you, sort of brings a new meaning to the saying “Here’s to looking at you kid”, and because we’re not used to looking at the face of ourselves, we’re unable to see the answer that resides inside us – that’s when the heart starts racing and the eyes becomes big, hyperventilating attempting to retake control of a mind that’s lost, but not really lost only directing our thoughts, we’ve accepted as the guiding force in our decision making process, like just because a reward may be given for pushing something you don’t necessarily agree with, doesn’t means you should overlook the effect it will have on others implemented by you, where the implications will fall dead on your shoulders, as so the consequences that’s soon to follow, that would overwhelm even the strongest person when the truth comes out, where in the system it’ll be hard for such persons to walk down the street.

Let alone breathe when realizing the nature of our ways, as these ways have paved our road to dismay, dismissing the equality equation every chance that’s given, because panic would have you to believe that others have it in for you, so do stupid shit towards one another never once making it right, then hide out in the day time, just to go out at night and in spite of coming across the same ones we despise, we still think “I’m right” for the shit we’ve pushed.

Where in the end it never pays to be a minion to say I was just trying to survive, especially when “In the interest of your safety” is the disguise for keeping you in fear, where just doing your job also comes with a bit of common sense, that’s missed when presented with things “Hard” to resist, I mean panic is a failsafe mechanism used to keep one compliant, that’s as easy as throwing you a bone on a string then pulling it back right before you bite it, with the expectation of deliciousness from being so hungry, or the idea of success from being so poor. (Hmm) Who wouldn’t fall for the mind game of having things right within your clutches, then rushing to pull the trigger just to have the rug pulled from under you, frustrated at the basics of not bringing it back to self, that I am the one who created the panic within me.

That I am the one who didn’t listen to myself, that I am the one who followed along with society, whose priority is to listen and don’t ask any question, that I am the one who saw the problem but didn’t walk the lessons from it, meaning didn’t want to stand up and walk the path to correction, where as a collective we’re quick to remove ourselves from the (I) equation, and replace it with the Eyes to the sky Divinity, remaining eternally enslaved eternally for infinity, all the why’ll Panicking in route to our own demise.

With lies upon lies do we lie in wait for the surprise, playing chess with our chess hoping to be vindicated, but for being vindictive the only surprise comes when the time runs out, then the truth comes out and our fulfillment is drained, that’s when holes become apparent in the stories we tell, and the store of energies begins to fade when the blame game no longer works, and the stage is then set with the spotlight on you, and your accompaniment scrambles like roaches when the lights comes on.

From going along with the system having you to believe that the majority is the few and the few “Know it All’s” is in charge of you, but if you notice an interesting thing there is always only one person with the bullhorn at a time, advancing their fear porn narrative simultaneously through different platforms, that for some reason doesn’t seem to work well these days, as most humans are no longer afraid and have had enough, and starting to stand up against the corruption going on, and realizing no other time in history do we need to do more.

I mean more in the sense of making equality common, and the common denominator always equaling what’s best for all, and not more trusting in the establishment to have your best interest in mind, and if you see an outstanding distraction know that there’s something behind it, and spend more time getting you identity back, instead of falling for the ritual of changing the very fabric of your body, as the body knows more than you think you know, and if you listen closely it’ll tell you that – (Shh) “Panic is an Illusion”. Now Breathe!

Thanks for reading.

Day 930: “I Believe”…

“Everything is a conspiracy theory; I mean everything, because how‘s it possible that what I’m hearing is not what’s meant, No way, things are just the way they are, impossible to change, it’s just life and you should just deal with it”: As we fall head over heels into believing our sole purpose here on earth is to be at the beckoning call and will of another, spewing big words and happy thoughtful ideals while at the same time telling you what they’re doing against you, but everything is “A OK” while seeing that it’s not, creating our experiences as a preemptive blind spot before investigating the anguish we’re feeling, to see where it’s really coming from, as the sum of all fears is realizing how we have been Duped/Bamboozled/Hoodwinked least lied to, and more or less despised too as useless eaters, but still believe most human-beings in power can do no wrong.

With Stork-ish intent we spend most of our days in defense of our distractions, head down to not see who is passing you by, and dare not say ‘Hi’ for interrupting My Me time, believing looking at someone else is time well spent, especially if they make me laugh, claiming I needed that – that the same goes for believing in the thoughts we think, I mean just let that sink in for a moment… then breathe… You see the veil of human nature have you to believe in the idea of powerlessness, that spawns cowards and why the weak stick together, out of fear with the idea of weathering the Storm that’s coming, that’s why it’s important to correct the Storm within you, within me, before Storming around in reaction believing everything is fine, and will soon pass so we can get back to feeding our minds, that’s why the real crime is giving up on yourself when you need you most, and it’s not a hoax that “Evergreen” doesn’t mean that nature is well. Wake you!

Before getting stood up like a blind date by the Mind, that works with wizards and warlocks to war monger against you, have a look at those that have suffered uselessly that didn’t have to, that was muffled from free speech just for telling the truth, how is it that you believe this will not happen to you, when history is the proof ‘the suffocation of people’, packed into tiny cities instead of living free as you please, but still can’t see how we’ve accept this through our beliefs, plus there isn’t a thief in the night coming to take you away, unless it’s changing your ways to become equal to and one with life, that happens when the blame game is stopped from being played with your life, so the rest of our days can be lived free as responsible human-beings.

“Believe me you” is quite a plea of ignorance, ignoring how we’ve trusted our minds more than our Self in each other, the defamation of individuals into characters/groups and classes, denigrates our understanding of the collective power we have, that we can’t see as long as our interactions is flawed, meaning everyone wants to direct the situation instead of collectively/together working through it, by way of educating through sharing, but also accepting each foreign perspective, to create our One Accord that would bind us together.

We tend to lay in wait when realizing how we were mistaken, when given disinformation then learning the truth, where when learning the truth the best thing to do is, to share the truth that you’ve learned to break the cycle of belief, like how is it possible that I’ve accepted so much grief, believing my life will be fine just as long as I keep my head down, but again when looking down it’s impossible to see your surrounding and the astounding things going on while turning a blind eye.

Action trumps belief bringing the impressiveness back to Self, instead of looking up to someone else try looking up to You, at what you’ve done and how far you’ve come to this point in your process, to see how you can only lead you in the right point of direction, that’s real leadership, directing Self by yourself through remnants of correction, meaning every time you see a belief investigate the design of it, where if it’s something you can see yourself physically moving into physical action with, nullifies the believe into forward moving progress.

So anytime you think ‘I believe’ do consider the outside stimulation and what feeling attachment that moves you into being anxious, or is it just a guessing game to further on a conversation, and if so do make the statement that I do need further investigation, that way I’m not limited to just what someone has interpreted, to create a purposeful feeling for me that I don’t necessarily agree with, but by leaving my beliefs aside I’m able to see my own structural resonance, that will show the common sense of what’s best for me and so all life in/as matter, in fact.

Thanks for Reading.

Day 929: Intimidation (Perspective)

Hey, size doesn’t always matter where words do, but with no words worth we factor in size to hide behind, like there’s always someone bigger, but being a biggie should come with a tag of responsibility that needs no flexing to get our point across, as standing within the point when crossing paths with another that’s redefined as sharing our perspectives with each other, is a sign of our generosity when comparing in reciprocity not in a way of acting superior towards someone, from bums to races we tend to turn away in intimidation of them taking our “Chi” away or so we think, you see debating is the form of intimidation we use because it plays on the minds of any onlooker’s questioning, and when seconded be someone who follows the same narrative, is how we base our perception in which direction we should take, but it’s never our own it was intimidated upon us, by way of being scared into an undesirable path.

Freedom will never last if we keep using the word (Freedom), that only implies’ it’s not our innate right to be free, the same as saying I need to breathe when you’re already breathing, but realizing it is the most important thing we don’t do, so could it be that intimidation reside in the words we use, we let limit us from seeing who we really are, where it’s in the words In-Time-I’ll-Debate-About-Nothing that doesn’t allow humanity to see the equality within us all, so we fall and rise on the words of another, with the idea that if I don’t something will happen to me, and just like that we’re subjects of deceit, unable to see that it’s fear formulating our fall.

How can consequence be learned if not faced by the mistaken, unless the consequence was created by the intimidator that made you miss, but the interesting thing is the blame is still our own, for allowing ourselves to be pushed into doing “wrong”, where no reaction can satisfy the distraction of being intimidated, because those that intimidate are in fear themselves, for whatever reason we intimidate our Self, into believing that intimidation can really change our minds.

And then comes the shaking in the belly to a cold chill in summer, as we try to run away from our own self-induced experience, and as this accumulate we’re overwhelmed for nothing, except questioning “Why do I continue letting this happen to me”, where each time it does we build on our weaknesses, instead of embracing our weakness with a display of strength, that could be as easy stating NO before going into folding, and walking away with a resolve that helps to reestablish our confidence within Self.

Like what do you believe in that’s no fault of your own, but your own fault for believing this impression is real, where the trick is a series of calculated moves, not allowing you to pin point how you are being manipulated, stretched out over a period of time through little tweaks and subtle changes, as bits and pieces of our freedom being slowly stripped away, and because it’s believed to “Never let a good crisis go to waste”, we can’t see it’s the intimidator who is creating the crisis.

Like in the subtlest forms of intimidation, there may not be the yelling or screaming or even the “In your face” physical abuse, but the constant virtual signaling of things to cover up how the crisis was created, i.e. blaming you for being alive, using the air you breathe (that keeps you alive) as a patsy, a proxy to change your “life’s worth” in to a Network, to live/work/play when you’re told to do so, that leaves no room for the point of Self-Creation, but a small space for assuming “I’m doing the ‘Right’ thing”, while in that small space being groomed to believe the opposite, as the intimidator take composites of your mental state to see how else they can intimidate you.

And as this fear mongering goes on we become more compliant, too scared to stand up to a loud mouth bull horn, with a mean mug that scorns how we were born with inalienable rights – as such to breathe and experience the best of what life has to offer, that starts with a new understanding of ‘Losing your mind’, in the reverse sense of things by standing equal to and one with it, directing our acceptances and allowances towards what’s best for all life alive here on this plane, because Dammit if we continue allowing ourselves to be intimidated. So just say NO to the drug of manufactured happiness – to In Time we will ‘Not’ have to Debate About ‘Nothing…

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Day 928: Dual Projections (Mind Perspective)

Dauntlessly pointing out the daunting things we face, in anticipation to intimidate the next person we talk to, in ways of not wanting to go there for lacking the utensils to ‘clean our plate’ (in the moment), is the same when our response is inadequate for not having the correct words to say, that could explain why we face projections as points of amazement, then project our dismay onto/towards the next person questioning, the why behind our expression all of a sudden changing, to aggression when simply wanting to know how you’ve been, it’s a deprivation when passing along the projections we received, as if this would release us from the anguish we experience, where the anguish we experience is from being caught off guard, that makes it hard for us to focus on the next thing ahead.

The immediacy of a next interaction after the last was left open-ended, pushes our lingering uncertainty to the forefront of our presence, and so no matter what’s being discussed our response becomes abrupt, because we can’t seem to let go of this unresolved feeling, and thus begin the long chain of Projection duality, taking one times two, plus two to forward it throughout our worlds, and as this continue on our whole day becomes shit, forgetting about the consequential factor at the cost of our relationships, where we’re now split into two different realities trying to cope in our day, one based in the self-placement of a projection that was given, and the other within a tugging trying to pull our-Self out of it, and because we haven’t moved through the point of self-forgiveness, we stay within it waiting for the next distraction to possess us.

{This works as such}: Take a person in your world who seems to feed off of the energy of making you mad, so every once in a while/or day they get in touch with you to get their fix, where at the beginning of the conversation they calmly draw you in, and as soon as you become vulnerable with them they snap at you (for NO apparent reason), and leave you standing there with your mouth wide open, wondering how the hell could I have just let this happened, now because we know them oh so well and have probably spent some cool moments with them, each time when giving them the benefit of the doubt, they turn it around on you and make you doubt yourself.

The interesting thing about it is that somehow we feel the need to be drawn to that person, as if we like being shitted on but don’t know why, where we have designed within ourselves the idea of being accepted, and because it took us time to build this relationship we don’t want to lose it, so become a “punching bag” at times just to maintain our memories, that’s clearly not healthy for the both parties involved, but to minimize the impact we involve the next person, and project onto them consequence for the way we now feel.

For most part it’s a real occurrence that plays out in many ways, from a rebellious individual to a boss that shouts, to a stubborn child that pouts when you’ve spoiled them then stop, to the road rage we experience and can’t do anything about it, for not being able to catch up with the car that started it, we carry these instances with us and release them on the next one we come in contact with, especially when calling a friend or family member to tell them what happened, hoping to be seconded, but most of the times we’re not, then turn it around on them as if they’re the problem.

I mean this is how we perpetuate these dual projections that lessens the possibility of having a good day, and as each day goes by we continue to spread hate, until we wake up one day and say why are people so hateful, not realize it all started with us passing along our projections, that have come back around full circle to teach us a lesson, where the lesson shows that the pattern of our reaction is the magnet that attracts the opposite, disrupting the frequency in which one is standing, but when flipped around the negative energy is then repelled, by one who chooses not to attach themselves to it, by way of covering up the negative with a positive vibe, to hide behind one side of an interesting relationship.

But when it’s mirrored and we react shows the pole position we can start from, erasing instead of racing around in circles chasing after energy, moving ourselves to see that this has nothing to do with me, so why let another rent the space in which I’m stably standing, meaning, if I put a log on a fire it will take up too much of my time by burning, plus why pass alone the burn for others to feel my pain, that will turn into a bonfire and now the whole world is burning, when all I had to do was to extinguish the flame.

So do we really want to reap what we sow when sowing is not our best suit, but mending an unraveling relationship every human-being can do, until we’ve mended our world into that which is best for all, that starts with me not accepting myself to react from being presented a simple mind projection, Therefore;

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to subject myself to reacting to mind projections perpetuated onto/towards me from other people in my world, and because there was no immediate resolve during or closing the interaction, I carried this energy with me and into my next interactions with others close to me, creating an uneasy day for the next person I came across – pushing a now dual projection onto them what I took from another, as well as my own shortcoming in hopes that it would mitigate what I was experiencing in the moment, not realizing how this would then be spread throughout my world first and then into humanity as a whole, and in not seeing this would wake up one day saying people in this world are so hateful, exempting the Fact that it all started with me, pleasing someone who only feeds off of our energy, to excuse the point of not handling their own problems.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand how simple it can be, if I turned the other cheek towards my own reactions specifically allocated from the mind, by stating within myself that I will not accept and allow myself to react to any mind projections directed towards me, but instead to direct myself to remain within the expression and experience of stability, that way the buck stops here with me in the moment of occurrence – to not feed into the energy behind what’s curtailing the other persons presentation, as this would only exacerbate the problem to continue existing, until there’s no way out of the mess we’ve all created.

And I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand how when standing firm, being direct and staying calm in any strenuous situation, we’re able to defuse the situation (With mostly those in our worlds), that can be as easy as talking in a low tonality with a lower voice, that would casually help guide the other back to being “Here”, for them to be able to come up with a solution for themselves, and move throughout their day with some form of resolve, as I have experienced no one likes to walk around having a stressful day, so why not resolve all issues ourselves before letting this stress set in.

And in doing so we create the stopping point ‘without energy’ of “From Here No Further”, as a healing mechanism of sorts that could help mend the unraveling relationships we have with people in our individual worlds, and thus in time facilitate the baseline point of change we need to see, to being a part of it by stopping our flawed projections onto each other in our worlds.

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Day 927: The “I need Proof” (Trick)

It’s unbelievable and not even conceivable to be reason-able when doubt is present, especially when what we need we already have, but trick ourselves into doubting our own understanding, and because we’re standing under the shadow of doubt, we opt out of anything that validates our initial commonsense, hence, The ‘I need proof’ trick to go against what we resist, hoping to remain in lock step with ignorance is bliss, but at some point we have to shake our Self awake, and stop falling for plans deemed as fool proof, being that there’s no such thing as a fool proof plan, but only a fool planning to fool you by changing the truth, that’s often a bruise we take when following this ruse, a deception that lessens our possibility for change, in moments of being hospitable to our wants/needs and desires, we turn away from the Gospel of our Structural Resonance, in alliance and alignment with our irresistible human nature, that tricks us into believing that we are Charming, but only an incantation that spells our impending doom, as long as we continue to doubt our Self for Proof.

If you look far enough ahead you’ll ultimately see the outcome, not limited to historians but also the common man and woman that knows the difference between living and survival, especially when given opportunities more than those in extreme poverty, I mean have a look at the polarity between the haves and the have-nots, from running water to having a pot to sit on that luxury our blind spot, where in order to stand up for those who have nothing, doesn’t require proof to see how we’re a stone’s throw away from it, meaning that which we accept and allow to happen to others in our world, we too will consequentially have to face the same, for being part of the problem that’s been suppressed to not see, that’s why investigation is key to realize who we really are.

But to scale it back a bit we do this in our individual worlds, with those we think left us to fend for ourselves, which opens the door to believing I can’t elevate on my own, but have everything we need to step up, show and improve, where our moves is then overshadowed by wandering doubt, so think we need others to prove us right, instead of cross-referencing our questions with ‘self’ first and then others, we let being ‘liked’ smother our perception in which direction we need to take, so when the other do resurface instead of sharing our progress, we resign our stance in looking for proof from them, that’s NOT needed, but need to quarrel our own self-dissolution, into reasonable cognition because no proof is really needed.

If you know you exist, walk, talk, eat, sleep and shit, what more proof do you need of your right to be here, except for the reasons behind why we are here, that we’ve kept from ourselves since exiting the womb, where could it be that we are the proof that life exist, but instead of moving towards it and embracing it as who we really are in every way shape and form, we distract ourselves from it with our individual God Complexes, God in the sense of manipulating power, where once it was the ability to facilitate change, through expansion/growth and development that’s best for all life collectively, but over time have given away our power to the plight of a few, who we let change this definition into something to be bought and sold.

And with this separation we now need proof for everything, that’s interesting because our simple recognition as a human is now ran through machines, that id’s to one man the classification in which we’re placed, before being erased as irrelevant if we’re not conforming, but more so than that conformity now comes with ease, when given money to buy things as we please, which is just a beg to continue to spend your life under the illusion of prosperity, that’s really another way of the controllers saying please trust me, with a straight face that’s laced with malicious deceitful intent, that’s hell bent on keeping you as dumb as possible, so you’ll never realize how your inheritance as LIFE has been squandered away, to spending the rest of your days thinking I’m too late.

I mean it’s massive how we’ve become ‘passives’ to standing up, look it up and see how there’s no will to stamp our fortitude, or steadfastness to sitting back and resting because we’re tired of challenges, that just so happen to place our life on the line, but even when proof is given we recline to look at it, because this would in-tell us doing something about it, and since we doubt the whereabouts of our standing, we remain Subjects in compliance to over-complaining.

But one of the most estranged ideals of proof needed, is that within relationships when told “Prove that you love me”, like what on earth can possibly prove to me that you love me, expecting a trick or treat feeling achieved through sexuality, because anything else is just a manipulating fallacy that can’t buy love if it was up for sale, because if love was real there would be more arguments, until an agreement is reached to not accept anything less than who we really are.

So par for the course inevitability is the proof, that’s unable to be deduced being that change is busy happening, and whosoever walks through it and stabilizes oneself, exemplifies a reason why we are here on Earth, so never criticize the person you don’t agree with or ask them for proof hoping it could second your self-interest, because expectations excommunicate you from patience, and no one wants to be the last to wake up for anything.

Now when it came to me, I thought I had all the proof I needed, so wouldn’t ask another to prove me wrong, huddled up in a bundle surrounded by my beliefs, as sheets that would keep me from the cold hard truth, so what a shock it was when un-blanketing my weak preferences, confessing that everything I thought I was, revealed the opposite, meaning I couldn’t prove a thing for not seeking out the truth, but when stepping into it, proved that what I spoke was quite facetious.

But in the process of simplifying our life with common sense, we began to extract what’s irrelevant to our existence, like the removing of our disassociation with one another, helps to rebuild our connectivity with each other, through transparency that’s apparently a transition into connection, and with two or more in the name of life we can start creating, ourselves first into the best possible versions of each other, then our world as proof that Heaven can exist Here on Earth. Who’s down?

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Day 926: A Surface Barrier (Perspective)

Inside a Nutshell is simply a Nut, nothing to “ride home about”, talk about and/or make a big deal of, correct, but once it enters the pallet and then ingested the properties within it excites the sense, where it’s interesting to see how those who partake doesn’t do so for looks sake and/or as a delectable treat, but simply for the substance that fuels certain organs, enhancing our perception in rejuvenating the body, partly of course along with other nutrients of sorts, that doesn’t necessarily appeal to the eye that most resist, but know that at some point I must consider my wellbeing, so forget how it looks, this will sustain me in the long run.

The same as underestimating the look of another, then making a judgment call on whether to nod/frown/smile or ignore, where superficiality is only based on the surface that coerces our common sense into following the common core, core being the majority of what society has deemed acceptable, until the eventuality separates you from the accepted, and only then do we look for the truth as the Nutshell, that doesn’t come with a hopeful pretty picture as a propaganda presentation, pa-gan-da meaning an advertisement of an surface based ideology, that will most likely prey on the Emotion and Feelings of the Human mind, and the more we think we can ‘relate’ relinquishes our credibility, to simply falling for everything we see on the surface.

We base our decision making off of the warm fuzzy feeling we have, stimulated by what we see on the surface of a presentation, nice stories with pretty pictures that allegory our common sense back to sleep, while we participate in the disguise of our own defeat, given rise to unthinkable acts of deceit, just to maintain our position in the enslavement scheme, with dreams of making a killing that only kills off life, then wonder why things in our lives doesn’t go right, so through the point of agitation we perpetuate strife, striving to pull everyone into the level we abide, and because we’ve accepted this as our undefined purpose, it has become nearly impossible to see what’s under the surface.

For what Life is worth there should be no comparison from one person to the next, but if the person abuses Life, our children and spite their fellow man, there will be no escape from the damnation to be experienced, that mirrors the effect of what’s reaped is then sown, (Even me) no matter how meek on the surface we’re showing, it still seeps through our pores our disgust for human life, knowingly or unknown we’re programmed to not know, but actually know the programming in which we reside, it’s lies upon lies buried in lies behind lies, that lies in front of every opportunity to stand up and make a change, where even the attempt to do so is called a dangerous game, because of the fear that lies about death being the end.

But since we’re still here we should have a meaningful conversation, to see what’s underneath the surface of the things we’re facing, where if all were to have a look at what we’ve allowed in our lives, you would see points of greed veiled under the guise of human rights, my health as the point of fear begets the survival of the fittest, and with just these few things we lose sight of common sense, self-absorb to ignore what’s going on around us, so from the outside looking in we become stunned at first glance.

This is then covered up by our attention span that makes you believe you have ADHD, and since it’s a disease we excuse our Mindscape, to be given medication that takes more of our attention away, you see it’s a dangerous cycle we’ve become accustom to, claiming its something wrong with them when it’s really on us, for accepting gifts and presents from the bad actors in charge, because we’ve acted badly when given the opportunity to stand up for life.

Yes the I’s (Eyes) have it to keep us eternally enslaved eternally, as a surface barrier that reflects more so the things we want most, if not only for the things we want most it could be that, we wake up to see the things we ourselves need to change, so take charge and scan surfaces with a “fine tooth comb”, to see where in my life have I neglected my own self-responsibility, before looking to blame others for their surface presentation, for when we do see it we’ll immediately know what needs to be corrected. (Us)

Therefore, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself inundate myself with surface based ideology, being that I never wanted to look passed the surface to see what’s behind the picture, as the picture only resonated with my self-interest, occupying my time to stay connected to the system, where realism would stay as a figment of my imagination, and so reclined myself into being shown/told what to think/who to be and what to do, that way I would never realize the ‘You’ as the power within me, within each as one another as all life Equally, that starts with uncovering my own faulty foundation, to RE- Mason the solidification of building my creation on solid ground, so when the wind blows back the surface all you see is Oneness and Equality, that shows how I’m in the process of become equal to and one with Life.

That way the surface is no longer a barrier of complexities, but just a cover to open the book and investigate all things, where in doing so will cross-reference if the surface narrative is best for all or Not, and if not off we go back to the drawing board.

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