Monthly Archives: April 2014

Day 32: Figure It Out

Why do I get frustrated when I can’t figure things out? This is a question that I ask myself. It is because I am not accepting and allowing myself to slow myself down, stop my mind and pay attention to … Continue reading

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Day 31: Flaws

In my relationships, I have a tendency to point out others flaws, telling them what they need to do in their lives instead of taking responsibility for myself. That’s how I would separate myself from them and leave a backdoor … Continue reading

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Day 30: What Drives Me?

I have been driven by many different things over the years, but all of those things have been self-interest, reward, or fear based. For instant taking religion and going to church. I was driven by fear. The fear of, if … Continue reading

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Day 29: Drifting Off

Throughout my day, I catch myself drifting off into my mind. It’s like I’ll see something and five different thought would come up with passed memories similar to what I saw or I would hear a word and a song … Continue reading

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Day 28: A Quick Spiteful Moment

I observed myself in the midst of a quick spiteful moment, which I justified by having a “valid” excuse for being spiteful. I was working with a friend on a project that he knows more about than me. He had … Continue reading

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Day 27: Continuing Without Reacting

Right before I began my writing my friend dropped off three of his dogs and asked me to watch them for a while. He explained how his two girl dogs are in heat and the boys wouldn’t leave them alone … Continue reading

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Day 26: Game Face

There is an old saying that I heard growing up that goes; “Never let them see you sweat”, that meant, if I was angry, scared or frustrated don’t show it, and for the most part I didn’t. I would let … Continue reading

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Day 25: Gifts/Talents

I was having a conversation with someone and they brought up the gifts/talents they possessed and among them was compassion, caring, giving and sharing. Then I was asked the question of; “What are my gifts”? I took a breath and … Continue reading

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Day 24: Staying Present

Throughout my day I have a tendency to drift off into my mind where random thoughts keep coming up. I realize that it is because I’m not staying present here. I have taken notice to a pattern that I have … Continue reading

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Day 23: Point of View as Validation

It’s not enough for me to have a point of view about something. I would get others to see my point of view by making it sound convincing thinking that I need validation for me to feel good about myself. … Continue reading

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