Day 790: Shaking things Up

Interesting THIS interview speaking on which we think, but do nothing about, wanting things to stay the same out of fear things would change, while secretly wanting change, but do nothing about what we’re thinking, which opens up the point (for me) of ‘Shaking things Up’. Enjoy.

They say kids say the darndest things, while adults think the damnedest things that’s handpicked from a selection of secret thoughts in our minds, that we reflect on and do nothing about. The what if’s, to if I were to change my way of thinking, what’s in stored for me on the other side, that keeps us trapped in a perpetual state of just laying back and enjoying a cup of coffee, reflecting on a life that’s past, then amass to a moment of taking responsibility and walk right passed if gracefully, but a bit weary on the attempt to shake things up, and give up before the process even starts.

Even if you had a Dinosaur heart would you have a bigger chance at a life without strife, or siphoning off the energy of others, so why heart the fact that people like us are starving in this life on our watch, where we just sit back and watch, with our heart going out to them, because we fail to shake things up in our own worlds, that would shake things up in the world around us, and around the world people are shaking things up and standing up for life that we forgot about.

Outside of earthquakes that shakes the earth, with manmade machines that breaks the earth, the earth stills allows us to inhabit its bosom, until we no longer accept and allow the destruction of earth and heart in absolute that the earth is our heart, and place back together the things falling apart, that starts with the shaking up of you and me, to live with all life in Oneness and Equality, and one day we’ll see that life was worth attaining to, and that the experience of me and you was well worth walking.

But until that time Ima keep on talking and writing out the corrections that needs to be taken, for myself to awaken from the slumbering eyes and correct all the lies that I have been fed. Therefore;

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think ahead in my head with thoughts and memories from my past, projecting them into my future, to live presently, without acting on the correction in proper placement of them within myself, my world and reality, but instead would worry about these things that I think would change my point of comfortability and contentedness, without doing a damned thing about them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be content with the way thoughts come up in my mind and walk through them into internal reaction, allowing all these emotions and feeling to come up within and as me, that I accept as a superficial shaking up of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to shake myself apart, spreading me out and thin, instead of shaking myself up to stand up from within, and act on that in which I think about, in the correcting of me to change these moments I accept as my pass time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spend my pass time thinking and contemplating on things in my life that needs correcting but do nothing about.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to do nothing about the things that I think about that needs to be corrected in my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put too much emphasis on hope and wonderment in the fashion of what if, when having a moment sitting with a cup of coffee, thinking about my family and/or partners in my life – that I hope things would just sort themselves out (as a collective), I wonder how did I let my life go this way, instead of embracing the “My life now” factor, in expounding on and correcting the realizations I see that is me now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how this shaking things up is helpful to me to fulfill myself, through reaching my utmost potential, starting with doing the opposite of what I resist doing and acting on what I think about, but leave lingering, to be sorted out later, that would definitely change how I experience myself in my life in this life as a whole, that’s best for me and so would be for all.

I commit myself to shaking things up in my life on the regular, whenever I feel complacency arising up from within me.

And within that the shaking up begins, as I have experienced, but still walking myself through the ‘shaking earth of me” digging up old roots as thought patterns and planting new seed to bare roots of change, and that is but one perspective on shaking things up, in my life and that of all life for sure.

Thanks for reading.

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2 Responses to Day 790: Shaking things Up

  1. leilazm says:

    Timely interview for me to check out too, thanks for sharing Carlton

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