Day 769: Seemingly Unchangeable

A feat in itself no one says is easy to do, but doable in the sense of doing it all for you, that’s presented as a mountain of accumulated consequences, and consciousness love the fact that we react to it, after a hard hitting realization that hit home in so many ways, that for everything we’ve done in the past, we still have to pay, I mean (it’s not over until the fat lady sings), FAT meaning, Fixating our Attention To everything as Life, that should be treated like a Lady we court, at all times respecting all Life from ‘Source’ equally, or Life will show you through Hard times and Rough Patches, that matches in feeling of the pain we’re in.

With the idea of change being so unrecognizable, the lie is then Sold that you can never change this, that it’s not within your Stars to understand this, that there’s a greater plan for you being unaware of it, makes it easy for us to be scared of it too, because throughout my life I hadn’t changed a lick, while thinking that we know what change really is, but if you take away the ‘Doe’ as Money would you change then, or find something else to make change with, instead of creating the change we would like to live.

Seem = See Mind present you with doubt, in wonder; “How is all of this really going to work out”, and fall for this Ponzi scheme every single time, instead of taking the time to start on building something new, and that too can end up being a headache in the making, when waiting on something to fall in your lap, and perhaps spring board you out of this hole, that’ll put you back even with what you owe, just a couple of real time scenarios that goes through my mind (at times), that’s seemingly Unchangeable when I follow it’s design, but time doesn’t stand still, we have to keep moving with it, and as it until we get to the other side of correction. Therefore;

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish I had more time, when stuck in a mind frame of thinking, things in my life are unchangeable, which is true in thoughts that presents worded pictures, to puzzle together scenarios of grandeur, that’s not true.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the word seemingly, being an idea in my mind that presents doubt, to things being changeable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall into this idea, believing that things are too hard to change or unchangeable, instead of realizing that accepting the awareness of it, to moving forward and acting on it, is the actual process of changing things.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/perceive/believe some things are too hard to change, instead of seeing the resistance form base, as a gift that shows, if I resist, I must persist, being that the hardest part when walking a point, is right before a break through.

And so, at times a break is needed to correct oneself, before falling to deep into thought, that would lead to the prolonging of one’s process, due to the complacency of the experience one is in.

Also, to look at breaking down the big points, one is walking to smaller more specific point, to not be overwhelmed with the mountain size view of everything we’re facing, and that’s all I got for now. ‘Work in Progress’.

Thanks for reading.

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