In this short series of blogs, I will be having a look at how I have used, thought of, and viewed “Numbers”, my perception of them, the Self-Forgiveness and Redefinition thereof if needed, as just words starting from the number “One (1)” through “Ten (10)”, and how the accumulative factor of these numbers, is more than just separate entities, but a massing together into the Oneness and Equality that has always been Here for us to do, but never did, So;
An odd number “5” is, as the accumulation of 4 plus 1, and 3 plus 2, or 2 couples and a third leg, usually friend of one of the couples, a basketball team, the age one starts school, here in America, half a decade, the number of fingers and toes on one’s hand or foot, in increments of, a midsize family, a substantial gallon size, the tie breaking factor within a group or a think tank, where the 4 is split and the 1 comes in and breaks the tie, the buildup point of a countdown to 1, where one becomes full of exhilarated energy, a number of ways to do something, the number of people in a boy/girl band or singing group, points on a star, and the number of puffs one would take on a cigarette before taking a break and/or putting it out, and still all that being said that people can relate to, none ever ask the question to self; ‘how many times does it take for you to fall and bump your head before I realize that what I doing to myself and to this world is not sustainable to our physical bodies and that of this existence as a whole, I mean is “5” lumps on the head enough to realize that you’re not headed for/towards Self-Destruction, but are in fact the Heading/Spearhead of destructing oneself and any and everything in your path, I mean we would rather perpetuate “Five” ways of fucking shit up, than to live the first “5” Tools as solutions to change within ourselves, which is to; 1. ‘Embrace everything of what you have accepted and allowed within yourself and this world to become, taking full responsibility for everything that is you 2. Introspection/Investigation, to see within yourself how you have created what you have accepted and allowed within your world and reality to be/exist as you. 3. Writing, as in laying Out/Mapping Out in front of you, your finding/discoveries from your Introspection/Investigation. 4. Self-Forgiveness, as in applying Self-Forgiveness, for each finding/discovery specifically, that you’ve wrote in the Writing phase, to release yourself from your finding/discoveries., basically stating, I see what it is, and take full responsibility for it, as sort of an apology to Self, for perpetuating the disregard of it. 5. Self-Corrective Application, as in your change of participation, where when and as your finding/discoveries would resurface again, what one would instead do, as a point of correction, to no longer accept and allow oneself to purposefully participate in such finding/discoveries again, just for starters to see how using the Number “5” can be as supportive as “5” Fingers and “5” Toes on one hand and foot are to your Human Physical Body. And this is how I’ve seen/viewed and participated in the number “5” throughout my life.
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