In this short series of blogs, I will be having a look at how I have used, thought of, and viewed “Numbers”, my perception of them, the Self-Forgiveness and Redefinition thereof if needed, as just words starting from the number “One (1)” through “Ten (10)”, and how the accumulative factor of these numbers, is more than just separate entities, but a massing together into the Oneness and Equality that has always been Here for us to do, but never did, So;
It’s interesting how “3’s” company becomes a crowd, when all is not on one accord, where because feeling are in play, one of the “Three” began to feel left out and or jealous, due to the assumption that somehow the time is not shared equally amongst each other, where you then have a volatile situation brewing because, one would start spreading gossip about the other to whom they would like to spend more time with, because of being a seeker of attention, then when shit comes to head, one would say; “I know them longer than you, anyway”, trying to play some loyalty card, when the “3” at some point have agreed upon an equality relationship with one another, in some form or another.
Then you have the saying, “3” the hard way’, which is fascinating, because when I first heard it, I really didn’t comprehend as to what it meant, “3” the hard way, and the only thing I could assume is that, it was related to some form of conflictual fighting of sort, without realizing the preprogrammed design of the “Trinity” within just about everything we do, see and have become, starting with the shape of a “Triangle” with “Three” side, into “3D” as a Pyramid, creating a “3D” pictured reality field that we currently live in, unaware that what we have/are creating has nothing to do with equality in any way what so ever, but pretty pictures, landscapes and sceneries, to keep us in Awe, stuck in our mind as a sideshow, only showing us what we want to see, on the outside, that covers up what’s hidden on the inside of us, that we go through every day, the conflict that resides in us, along with the “3” entities that makes us up, in separation from ourselves as the “Trinity” of our Mind, Body, Beingness, that we fail to connect with and bring together as one.
Then you have “Three” as in the “Third” some use as a cross reference point within relationship, where because it seems as if we can’t sort out our own problem within the 2 of us, we need an outsiders perspective, so we go to psychologist or psychiatrist for therapy as that “Third entity, which only insinuates a momentary remedy for the problem instead of a viable long lasting solution, that doesn’t really get to the root cause of the problem, but scratch the surface that validates one self-interest over the other, because what is seen is only from a mind perspective, then find oneself going back home and facing the same problem that’s brought up again but in a different way, simply because, this “Third” party hasn’t figured out their own problems to the point of resolution within themselves, but used a “Third” party, book, society deems acceptable, that houses big word as temporary remedies as if one was treating a common cold. But if one would use Self as a cross reference and Self-Forgiveness as the “Third” party into the written solution of Self-Corrective and Commitment Statements, then one would first stand equal to and one with who self and the problem is, that would make way for living a solution orientated relationship as /Agreement with one’s partner as the ultimate resolve.
There is but one group that I have discovered to be the most viable 3rd party, of cross referencing, that’s proven, because those in the group have lived and shared their life experiences/realization and corrections with the world unconditionally of Self-Correction into Change, and that is the Oneness and Equality Group called Desteni, that have made a major difference in my life, as I am still working on me, that I suggest investigating for yourself, to learn more about how “3” can remain in the company of one another, instead of “3” the hard way in conflict with each other.
Thanks for reading.