Day 79: The Point Of Things Being Irrelevant (In Real Time)

pdwI came to a place to get coffee and sit down and do some work and as I began my work I stopped and got coffee then sat back down and instead of focusing on my work I began to focus on someone else’s conversation. Then picked up my coffee and took a sip of it. As I went to put the top back on, the cup slipped out of my hand, spilled on my pants and dropped all over the floor.

Now, in having a look at the point within this, I find that it was irrelevant for me to “ease drop in” on someone else’s conversation instead of focusing on my work, which is the main reason why I came here in the first place. Ironically enough, earlier today I was having a look at the word irrelevant in stopping my thoughts, where every time a thought would come up or I see that a thought was about to come up, I said stop to the thought and then said, “This is irrelevant” and repeated that application throughout my morning routine/process.

In gifting myself the point of showing myself what’s irrelevant, I see how I have been wasting a lot of time on useless distractions within my thought patterns, what goes on in my immediate environment and my external reality. It is fairly easy to get sidetracked and swept away by our thoughts and before you know it there is something that snaps you back to reality and shows you that everything “Else” that you have been doing outside of what we are supposed to be doing is Irrelevant.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see the point of things being irrelevant until I was at a place getting some coffee and to do work and instead of focusing on my work, I began to “ease drop in” on someone else’s conversation and spilled my coffee.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to “ease drop in” on someone else’s conversation, which resulted in spilling my coffee, instead of focusing on what I came to this place to do, which is my work.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see until now that it is irrelevant for me to “ease drop in” on someone else’s conversation at any time, when my focus should be on what I am currently working on.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to waste a lot of time on useless distractions within my thought patterns, what goes on in my immediate environment and my external reality to the point of losing focus on what’s important, which is what I am currently working on, my process/Journey to life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to easily get sidetracked and swept away by my thoughts and before I know it there is that something that snaps me back to reality and show me that everything “Else” that I have been doing outside of what I am supposed to be doing is irrelevant.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that things should only be relevant to what I am currently working on, my process/Journey to life and what is best for all life.

When and as I see myself accepting and allowing myself to focus on things that are irrelevant to what I am currently working on at the time, I stop and breathe. I realize that things should only be relevant to what I am currently working on, my process/Journey to life and what is best for all life.

I commit myself to staying within the ramifications of what I am currently working on at the time and no longer accept and allow myself to easily get sidetracked and swept away by my thoughts and someone else’s conversation.

When and as I see myself wasting a lot of time on useless distractions within my thought patterns, what’s goes on in my immediate environment and my external reality to the point of losing focus on what’s important, I stop and breathe. I realize that I don’t have time to waste and that the more I waste time the longer and harder my process will become in which, I will experience more resistance, to the point of wanting to give up on my process. (Not going to happen).

So, I commit myself to staying focus on what I am currently working on, my process/Journey to life and what is best for all life by stopping my mind and the thoughts that comes up within it, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application so that I am effective in my day to day living.

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