Day 47: Putting Your 2 Cents In To Everything

2-centsMy mind always put its 2 cents in to everything. I would have a moment of inspiration or a self-realization moment and as I am inspiring to do something, write something or as I am in the midst of a self-realization, my mind steps in and presents every possible variable, version or remote situation placing itself in and as being the reason behind it, then try and alter it which makes me believe that the inspiration and or realization came from the mind instead of my own self-expression. In a way, my mind steps in to sabotage whatever it is that I am inspired to do. I was listening to a song that was inspiring me to continue on with my process. As I was listening to it, my mind stepped in and presented itself as if it was in control and the reason for the inspiration. I saw that as a pattern that I have been following throughout my life where whenever I have a moment of inspiration or a self-realization moment, I accept and allow my mind to step in and sabotage the moments and so the moment turns into a “cocky” self-interest moment where I start thinking that I did it all myself. By not remaining here with breath in every moment, whenever I have a moment of inspiration, I sabotage it, which keeps me from realizing who I am as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my mind to always put its 2 cents in to everything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I have a moment of inspiration or a self-realization moment and as I am inspiring to do something, write something or as I am in the midst of a self-realization, my mind steps in and present every possible variable, version or remote situation placing itself in and as being the reason behind it, then try and alter it which makes me believe that the inspiration and or realization came from the mind instead of my own self-expression.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my mind to make me believe that the inspiration and or realization came from the mind instead of my own self-expression.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my mind step in and sabotage whatever it is that I am inspired to do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to as I was listening to a song that was inspiring me to continue on with my process, accept and allow my mind to step in and present itself as if it was in control and the reason for the inspiration.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to follow a pattern throughout my life where whenever I have a moment of inspiration or a self-realization moment, I accept and allow my mind to step in and sabotage the moments, turning them into a “cocky” self-interest moment where I start thinking that I did it all myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to turn a moment of inspiration or a self-realization into a “cocky” self-interest moment where I start thinking that I did it all myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I did it all myself.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that by not remaining here with breath in every moment, whenever I have a moment of inspiration, I sabotage it, which keeps me from realizing who I am as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to keep myself from realizing who I am as life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that by accepting and allowing my mind to put its 2 cents into everything, I am sabotaging myself from experiencing my fullest potential and thus I am not able to realize who I am as life.

I commit myself to when and as I see myself accepting and allowing my mind to put its 2 cents in to everything, I stop and breathe. I see/realize/understand that by accepting and allowing my mind to put its 2 cents in to everything, I am sabotaging myself from experiencing my fullest potential and thus I am not able to realize who I am as life.

I commit myself to no longer accepting and allowing my mind to put its 2 cents in to everything, but instead I will utilize breath in every moment which will stop the mind from sabotaging my moment of inspiration and or self-realization, so that I am able to experience my fullest potential and realize who I am as life.

I commit myself to no longer let my mind step in and present every possible variable, version or remote situation placing itself in and as being the reason behind it, then try and alter it which makes me believe that the inspiration and or realization came from the mind instead of my own self-expression, but instead I will silence the mind by utilizing breath in every moment so that the inspiration and or self-realization can flow freely un-interrupted which will allow me to experience my fullest potential.

I commit myself to no longer accept and allow myself to follow the pattern of turning my moments of inspiration or a self-realization moment into a “cocky” self-interest moment where I start thinking that I did it all myself, but instead I commit myself staying within the moment of inspiration and sharing my self-realizations by continuing on with my process.

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